It's Another New Year...
But for what reason is?
To all my near and dear ones,
We all are known with the fact that our lives are made up of a million different ways. All of us are searching for love, peace, and harmony. We all are struggling for something. There are always some challenges there to face in the life that keeps the charm a live and keep us moving ahead in life. So, I hope that the past year would have ended up for all of us with some great learning of life and memories to cherish in this up coming year. I just pray that all we have passed through in the past year 2010 will help us all to understand and grasp a higher meaning of life, to appreciate God’s gifts, and the strength to accept our faults.
I pray that we all may carry on forward with all that we achieved in the past year by practicing humility, absolute awareness, forgiveness and we can experience each day as a new with a fresh start. Just remember no day is better than today to mark a new beginning in our lives, with a promise to be better human being than the year before, in action, and in spirit.
• I wish for all happiness, peace of mind, good health,
• I wish success in all our personal life and in our careers...
• I wish the vanishing of hard feelings among family and friends
• I wish a strong faith to carry through the times that are hard for us all...
• I wish lessons learned so that all of us will not make the same mistakes over and over again in life..
• I wish the innocence of youth and the wisdom of maturity...
• I wish Love, peace and honor for all of us in this life and the life to come.

Stay Happy, love life and enjoy…

A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU All…!!

Best Regards,
Shruti !!!

This is for some one who was once a very imp part of my life
months n months passed by and we didn't tok
i know i did u wrong and i didn't expect for you to forgive me
but just want you to listen

you are the one that i need
you are the one that i want
once that i met you, i knew you were the one
and now i regret for the pain i made you go through

I rem the first when i told you how i feel
you were so surprised and u didn't treat me right
Remember the time came when u realized how much you wanted me
and thr you came down my building, with all regrets for hurting me
I said I love you, and all i gave out to you was Happiness'

I guess we forgot the tymes we shared, the tymes we holded each oda
and all those tymes i just didn't wanna leave you
being afraid of never coming back
and here we are today 'fallen apart

If you showed how much you loved me
you wouldn't have behaved this way
you wouldn't have ever pushed me away,

But this feeling was always thr that u were aware of
U still wanted me, U still Love me
but the fact of never trusting again
made you walk away without trying to work out.

But the question will always remain?
what happened to us?
we always thought 'we were meant to be'..

I wish everthg turned out the way we wanted.
But all i want now is for u to be happy.
Nomatter wht, u'll always be a part of me'

I was told once'

Nomatter wht, u'll always find me by your side'

I miss you'

I've Learned..I came Alone N I Have 2 Go Alone.. :)




I've Learned..



People R Wid U Onli Wen They Need U Nt Otherwise.. :)



I've Learned..



A Simple Lie Of Ur Close 1 Can Break U LIke Nethng.. :)



I've Learned..



Its Very Hard 2 Weep Alone wen der is no Shoulder 2 Support U.. :)



ULTIMATELY,I've Learned..



Love Urself N Love Ppl Onli If U can DO It Without Expecting Nethng 4m Thm... :)

fInALLy SuCceed...<3
AftEr aLL D Pain, Tears & Hurts He Put Me ThRU..
To All D PeoPle WhO SaId i CudNt do.
i lEarnt 4m My MistaKes & StoPPed 2 CaRe..
n ReaLized LifE's Fun & HapPier Wen he's Not There<3
LovE U All wHO WerE BY My sIde & sHowD mE A wAY..
& ThaNks 2 HiM 4 PuShInG Me AwaY :)
dIS jOURnEY oF mINE gAVE mE ManY ThinGs...
LeArn 2 Live WiD D ChanGes LiFe BrinGs :)
lOAdS Of PeoPle 2 Lov Me I FounD....
& FiNallY LiViNG wIDOut Him aRoUND :)
A MeNded HeArt With All d More LoVe...
JuSt 4 SpeCials..As u Dun DeserVe :) No MoRe in pAin n No More SiGh..
This Is The FiNal GoodBye <3 <3

Love is the mother of all emotions,

And the friend of all solutions,

It blossoms from the bottom of your heart,

And fades away if you corner it away.



Love makes you high,

You can’t really ask yourself why?

Because you are in love

And being in love is like having the half battle won,

You admit it,

And make it done!



Love is not just about a WISH,

Love is about living a life,

You can wish as much you want,

You can dream as much you can,

It is these wishes and dreams that make your love complete.



You will never know when you are in love,

You will never know when you are with your love,

That’s how love comes to you,

All with a big surprise.



The story of love can never come to an end,

As said well begun is half done,

Love is always with now, then and till your end.

I picked up my pen to run my mind,

Taking the first step was to rewind,

Lost in words,

Lost in thoughts,

Lost in memories,

I didn’t know what to put down,

Giving up is not in my dictionary,

Fight back says my destiny,

Counting on that very moment,

Pulling out that very sentiment,

All I tired but couldn’t bring out that very line,

May be today wasn’t my day,

May be someday I can make my way,

And then will I be called the poet,

And then will I call this as the poem :)

My views r changing, n i don't want them to stop....they r rushing from one descending degree to the other, soon they would be below 0 n i would be phlegmatic....i want them to undergo rigorous n harsh rearrangement. Those ideas and decisions should be punished, even though its not their mistake but its indeed a warning.it doesn't give me a chance to get mad n blow my cool away.......it doesnt give me a chance to hate...... n while i m writing this i m being futuristic.......in days to come there would be this bright hour where i wont even write all this because all those things that make me write it wont effect me anymore....

There comes an episode in ur life when u find urself breaking into a million pieces, each thought shattering n falling on the earth so hard that it leaves u deaf. A long chain of merciless hours of just being there n seeing ur self undergoing a complete devastation is like never ending....or maybe u still stay there just to witness how everyone enters in and tramples on those broken shards...all that remains then r those lifeless pieces that u sit next to n moist them with the warmth of ur tears....

...this is one incomplete story... feel free to give it the end according to your own wish, promise, will n reality...the incredible fact is that this story belongs to all of us....only the endings differ...

CHILDHOOD----------

The time when u thought ur teeth bleed because there's some insect stuck in between them....

when u had a strong belief that ur doll's hair would gradually get longer if u oil them......

when a birthday wish to God was a toy u saw in that shopping mall but couldn't get it........

when being a doctor was ur aim for u didnt know of any other profession....

when u would get all so excited seeing a helicopter n cutely wave a "bye bye" to it........

when teacher was the only one u would ever listen to n follow orders of.........

when u would cry for getting a zero on a test....

when sitting on papa's shoulders made u feel like the king of the world.....

:)....Childhood..........when your ignorance was ur innocence.......

There are no rains and the wait seems to get longer. The screams just escape now, into the dry air and autumn seems far away. Dreams, were they? Where in a land, it rained without a reason? Without a question?

I miss my coffee, books along with it. I miss the cocoon which I’d around me which made me feel safe. I miss the comfort of a knitted quilt and the white noise of the loud blaring TV even when none was giving it an ear. One can just talk to it endlessly. I miss my smile more than anything....

I miss the warm hugs, the concerned scolds, the tantrums I threw, the look that I got for missing food, I miss the nights when I slept and slept without a worry.

I miss-Me. I miss-Life… I miss life in me or maybe I miss me in life…

Currently too i am too thinking abt it. It the biggest negative point of i want to get rid of.

I say something bad to someone.and here goes my whole night thinking about-what i did?was it correct?wat will it result into?and endless questions.

Something bad happens wid me,and here goes another night wasting tym to think was I at fault?
wat shuld i do next?and don't knw wat else my stupid tiny brain thinks.

Ahh,i so much hate dis.
Will try to get rid of it.
Its just a document post which will keep reminding me that I think a lot.Hope i don't think the stupid crap anymore and concentrate on many other important things!!!
P:S-Wish me luck!!!!!!

2002,
Ehh? What is friendship day? Enjoy and celebrate being friends? Oh, I didnt knew this!

2004,
Self prepare a friendship band, tie to all my friends! I wanna prove that I'm their friend and I like to see the band what I make for them tied on their hands. Oh yeah, I expect my friends tie it to me too! I am their friend, ain't I?

2006,
I will tie it only to my best friends! No no, she is not my close friend. I will tie only to the people who are close to me and who will in return tie it to me..

2008,
Hey, its friendship day celebration. Lets all wear yellow color dresses and enjoy freaking out. How about a movie? Cool.. Lets all have fun! Its our day to enjoy together.

2009,
Hey, Yeh, I'm coming! Yes for sure.. I have put leave for two days and I will be there on that day. We will go out and have lunch together and may be we can watch some movie if not, go to beach and enjoy! After all, its our day to enjoy. Lets rock!

2010,
Hmmm?? Oh is it? Coming sunday? I want to come but I will not be able to make time and come there. I miss you all a lot and if you all would have been here, it would have been so much fun. We could have enjoyed our day! I guess, this time I have to spend friendship day all alone here!



Friends are special, they walk with us in the journey of life. Some take other route and go away and some stay with us. Still they all are my friends. I enjoy their company. I enjoy talking to them. I like to spend time with them. When I have something to share I have with them around me. When I feel like crying, I have them near by me. When I want to laugh out loudly, they too accompany me. When I want to enjoy my day, they come with me. I have them near to me in my heart. The best thing in life are the people called as "friends" who stays with you for whatever you are.

Every year when the time of celebrating friendship day comes, I get all excited. I feel like I'm enjoying and rejoicing their company with me for so long! But sometimes, we might not get an opportunity to celebrate the time together! Like this year, I want to celebrate it with my close buddies but they are very far as of now! I will not be able to meet them this time!
But but, I promise them that next time when we meet up, lets freak out and enjoy ourselves. That day would be just ours! I don't mind whether that would be the friendship day or whatever it is. I just want to be with you all and enjoy your company.

Every stage of life, leaves foot prints on how we came so far! I have made lots of friends in this journey. I have lost few but I have kept many of them safely in my heart.
When I was small, we neighbors were all of same age of mine. We had a good bonding those days that we never knew it was called friendship. We played, fought, laughed, cried and enjoyed being small.. We even complained,abused and scolded each other. I don't have you people near to me now. You all are far off though each of you are still in contact. I miss you people so much! Without you all, my childhood days wouldn't have been fun.

The friends I made in school were not so close to me. I was very different those days and I had thought that all my school mates were my enemies. Though we enjoyed, played and studied together, we had the feeling called as 'hate' between us. Now when I dont have you people near to me, I realize it was just the time and thoughts that made us think like that. I seriously enjoyed being with you all but never thought about it those days. I miss each one of you who were with me for more than 5 to 6 years.

College life was something very serious and funny that I went through. We knew what exactly we were doing, we knew we were enjoying more than we had to. Sleeping and talking during the class hours, mass bunk to watch movies, skip those afternoon sessions only because it was boring, running affairs, helping others to finish the notes, all those canteen talks, big big bundles of xerox notes that looked untouched, studies which never seemed to be ending, every moment of it is still fresh. I will never forget it. I miss all those wonderful times and the close ones with whom I spent my beautiful college life.



And after this phase, every now and then we make new friends. We come across so many people at our work, at our living place, neighbors, blogsville, friends of friends and so on. Few stay close and few walk away. Everytime this day comes up, I start remembering all my friends from the time I was small to the present. Each and every person has made a very deep foot print in my life. I like to treasure them until I'm alive.

1st August, 2010! The same day again. Year after year I'm still the same, but I have more and more friends who gets close to me day by day. I might not be able to wish them all on this special day. But I remember everyone. I want to thank them here for staying with me, for being with me. I will not be able to meet you all but I can remember you and cherish those memories that I had with you on this day.

Wishing everyone a Very happy friendship day! Enjoy being with friends

Heres to you, my last breath,
heres to you my last step,
heres to you, my last tear,
heres to you,
because i still love you,
everything about you makes me smile, but its not me,
who's smiling anymore,
cuz u took it from me and gave it to her...

heres to you,my only love
heres to you,my only life
heres to you, my only me
heres to you,
because i not longer wish to be,
i tried to give up,
the feeling came back,
i wish it would stop!!!!

heres to you,my first last,
heres to you, my first pill,
heres to you, my first end,
i give it all to you,
because you tore it all away,
you ripped out my heart,
and now everyone has to pay ......
='(

Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are gone?

Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they know there is not enough?

What is the speed of darkness?

Why is it that people say they 'slept like a baby' when babies wake up every two hours?

If the temperature is zero outside today and it's going to be twice as cold tomorrow, how cold will it be?

Do married people live longer than single ones or does it only seem longer?

Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground?

Why do toasters always have a setting so high that could burn the toast to a horrible crisp, which no decent human being would eat?

Why is there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer?

Why does your Obstetrician, Gynaecologist leave the room when you get undressed if they are going to look up there anyway?

If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests?

If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from vegetables, then what is baby oil made from?

If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?

Does pushing the elevator button more than once make it arrive any faster?

This last week was nothing short of terrible, it had only been a couple of days... i hd high fever..:(. What followed was 102 degrees of temperature for 5 days coupled with lots of weakness & an awful appetite. Let's just say that i hated to eat anything in this past one week! Mom had a tough time dealing with me, and it felt as if i had gone back to childhood. Her daily activities included goading me to eat on time, reminding me to take my medicines on time and staying awake through nights coz of the high temperature.

Anyways, it feels wonderful to be back to my own self again! Although i am still weak and on the slow road to recovery, it feels good to know that at least my fever has gone. This illness has also made me realize how badly am i going to miss my mom once i get married.

P.S. A special thanks to all my wonderful friends who kept checking about my health every now and then. Love you guys to bits!!

[ Okay... Now this is a desperate attempt... coz its been a couple of months since I last posted... I had to do sumthin... scribbled sumthin... n here it is... It might sound very similar to the last post.. I m sorry.. Squeezed in everythin I hav to write this... got nothin more to say... ]


To listen to you..
call out my name once again….
And answer with a nod…
As I always do…


To look into your eyes…
and see you smile…
when I tell u
What you mean to me


To have your arms around me…
Tellin me everythings fine…
And to hug you tight…
feeling your warmth…


To talk to you…
All through the night…
And to wake up…
Knowing I have you…


To walk with you…
On those rainy days…
And catch those drops…
Splattering around us…


To walk about...
Holding hands…
And watch the waves...
Sitting on the sands...


To fight with you…
Hold back tears..
And sit and sob…
Till you get back..


Watch u sleep
In the middle of the night…
And wake u up
Jus to say I love you…


I wish and hope and pray…
For you to come my way…
And brighten up my life
Like you did that day…

I ll wait…
Till time grows old…
For I know…
You ll be back someday…

Somewhere there lie...

Pieces of broken me.

Gather I cannot

But stare at them.

Each is a memory - a part.

A beautiful one.

Desired,cherished,fulfilled.

Yonder lay the heart-

Empty,lone,aloof.

No reflections, no names scribbled.

Just a void.

A grotesque wound.

A frame without a picture.

A drop of tear,

And some petals dry...

Have you ever bothered to realize
how much you mean to me?
I care so much for you inside
and miss you so deeply.

I sometimes sit for hours
Just to hear from you
And when you never come on
I’m unsure what to do

I lay awake in bed sometimes
With you stuck in my head
Sometimes I question your love for me
Or that your with someone else instead

Sometimes I walk at night
Just to gaze at a lonely star
Sometimes I fall to tears
Because you are so far

And every now and then
When I do speak to you
I always get worried
Incase you say we’re threw

And do you ever wonder
Just what I’m doing to
And do you know
Just how much I think of you

Because if tomorrow doesn’t come
And I haven’t spoke to you
How will you ever know?
Just how much I love you

I am tired.. tired of being alone.. tired of running off myself, my loneliness is killing for sure.. I am tired of pretending I am strong.. The truth being I am week inside, I am tired of only giving , I am tired of expecting nothing, I am tired of not crying....
I desperately need a change n Ill have to do it for myself...

I am all messed up.. That is all what I know as for now..
May be I dunno how to handle emotions, or I just feel, this time the gush of the flow is too heavy to handle..
I am in a kind of awkward situation. I am big time mixed up. I dunno which emotion to pick up..
I am furious, I dunno why..
I am low, I dunno why..
I feel saved, I thank God for it..
I wanna cry, but tears dun help me...
I wanna scream, but dun feel like even opening my mouth..
I have exhausted myself, but still I dont feel like sleeping....



Though it is something, I never dignified enough to even talk about, I thought it had stopped affecting me.. But I just dont understand...
I am writing it, I thought, writing it up could help me understand what exactly am I feeling...


Emotions... I guess this is what happens when emotions take over, and you generally avoid the encounter with them.. I thought I am stronger, and I can very well take care of my emotions rather than being 'emotional fool'... But that could be done only when yon understand what you are going through.. The sudden and such random outburst of the 'dam' that held back emotions is not acceptable..


This certainly is not 'Being Shruti'..
I dint wanna publish this post, but somehow I feel, I need the feedback..
I could close the comments to this post, but somehow, I think I need the feedback...

MAY has been full of emotions on lower notes, I hope they end soon... But Cha.alo, I'll manage, or say I have to...

I have always had this theory to keep expectations low or to be precise, to zero.
This way, you can avoid hurting yourself..
I know expecting is a way of self torture.. When you expect something out of a person and it isn't fulfilled, you feel bad. so the easy way out is, dont expect. If the other person does something for you going out of his/her way, take it as a bonus.
Few days back, I was having a conversation with this friend of mine which got me into thinking mode (yeah, I know in a long time though).
She says, you may pretend to not expect, but it is human to expect and if you say, you don't expect, it is not being modest, rather you are escaping the truth.
I kept thinking over it and then finally reached the conclusion, she is right.
Any person who is close to you, may it be your parents, siblings, best friends, or a special one, you tend to do things for them even if you have to trouble yourself or go through terrible inconvenience, you do, it is because you want to.
And you want them to do things for you the same way. You want them to be there for you in the moments of distress. This may and may not be in return of what you do for them. It hurts you if they are unable to make it on time for you.
You may ignore it for once, but somethings you are incapable of letting go. At times, you start listing down the times you have been there for them and things you did for them and the times they weren't there for you.
You may not convey it to them, you may conceal that you are feeling bad but doesn't it get suffocating at times? It does. Blood relations kept aside, it starts driving you away from them. And if you convey it to them, this might result in a disagreement and sometimes frictions.

Expectations are confusing in themselves.

Deep down, we all have expectations. We just learn to suppress them. For once this may be convenient. But in the end, they bind you with your loved ones.

I hate milk. Absolutely.
And I love that Jingle form our childhood that says "Piyo glass full dhoodh".
I know, many of you would say, it is very essential, it is a complete diet, being a woman you need to drink milk, it is a source of calcium and blah blah..
But excuse me. I am not taking any of those.
I HATE MILK. Yes.
I have hated milk ever since I can recall.. I was made to drink milk when I was young. My mom has used every possible flavor and every possible method to fool me and make me drink milk. But no. No More. I HATE MILK.
People who coincide with this disliking of mine, lets form a club where we can discuss the ways to avoid milk and invent new excuses :D
And people who like Milk, please you can come back some other time.
And those who Love Milk, Sorry. I guess we had companionship till today only.
Yes. I am irritated. very much. Only because of milk. Because, I Hate Milk .....

There r people (I was one wth the same opinion) who say we must live Life in such a way that we must never live to regret things we did...but u know there r certain moments when one wishes if u had the ability to change sum things...go back in time n alter some decisions which seemed right to u then....
It is entirely impossible but doesn't everyone regret atleast one action or word in their lifetime???U wish so badly u hadn't done that or spoken to sumone like that...or hurt sumone's feelings.....
It happens a lot to me....
Today in this post of mine I say Sorry from the bottom of my heart to all people I ve hurt knowingly or unknowingly.....I'm sorry...Its a sort of apology...I don know if the people I say this to, read my blog...but this is for them....
But since I still firmly believe that everything in life happens 4 a reason,I hav nothing to worry bout right? All this was destined to happen....hmmm...I guess so...I'm so depressed today,that's behind this stupid post...Hope to rite a better one next time....

There's a void.. an emptiness within me...
Its always there... whatever I do,whenevr...I can feel it....
I am never truly happy...there is this one hole in my heart that
holds back my smile...
There is guilt....there is pain...there is sorrow...
4 what I do not know...4 whom I do not know...n Why i do not
know.......For reasons I cannot fathom....
It hurts......hurts a lot.....
when i think of the past....of the memories hidden deep wthn my
heart.......
of the people I ve hurt,
of the promises I ve broken,
n of the trust I ve betrayed........
The broken heart.....the falling tears........the pain so sharp it pierces through....
a dull pain.......so intense....searin thru...Burning...........
Where will i seek refuge? To whom will I ask 4 Forgiveness.......How will I repent???
I fear jus one thing........LOVE........it can overcome anythin in this world.........
A person wth love in his eyes can move ur heart.......
Be wary of Love....It always Hurts.........

Tired of Trying,
I've had enough of this Crying,
I go through days,
Giving My All,
But Whats's the Point,
Got My back Against the Wall,
he only wants to see Me Fall !!


I Crave for that Smile,
A Smile so Refreshing, so Divine,
But What's the Point,
It's Booked for everyone but Me...
A Smile once so fine,
Vanished,Obliterated,Shattered,
By a Heart i once thought was Mine.

Why do I Suffer?
It only makes my War,
Just that little Tougher...
My Mind Says Why??
My Heart...give it, one more try.

Tell Me..You Someone up There,
Why is everything i Deserve,
So Unfair??
I can't Breathe no more,
I've Lost....
Once Again...And That's for Sure!!!

LOVE!!!???!!
Love is like a candleIt burns..
and fires you up..
Till you catch your last breath..
Its lust.. its cruel..
Intentions..untrue..not revealed..
Love is a candle..as it grows..it ends..
The love that you thought will last..
Lasts until midnight..
he crawls.. he hides..and fade away..
Cant find love..cant really be sure of it..
All I know is that..
Love?! so elusive..so mysterious..
Cant be grasped.. cant be tamed..
Cant be punished..cant be paid..
Its somewhere floating.. till wind takes it..
takes LOVE..to where it truly belongs!!!

Lost Of Hope,
Lost Of One's Confidence
Lost Of Inherent Ability
Lost Of Positive Attitude

Lost Somewhere
In A Unknown Place
Mentally Dead, But.....
Physically Still Alive....

Because Totally Lost
In Dense Failures........

My eyes say it all
You knew it all through them
I never needed words
To tell you
What I felt

Today there are tears
And my eyes seem to blur
The vision you saw in them
Today and then

You say

You don't understand

For once I feel

It all has failed

My eyes
That once spoke to you
Today has multitudes of emotions
But all in vain

Why is what I want to know
To know what made you so
What made you love me like this
And then, just leave me and go...

Whats the difference between falling in love and marrying sumone???

As far as i know ppl see both as completely different cases.Majority of the people I know don think that the people they love are the ones they intend to marry...Falling in love is easy,telling sumone u love....but Marriage is a completely different situation...It means lifelong committment,understanding and obviously love.

U may fall out of love easily coz gettin into a relationship is relatively easy but maintaining it is very very hard.

U can have a crush on anyone cute...get infatuated but the real thing is....quite different...Its one thing to hang around with sumone cool but to spent a lifetime with them wud sometimes bore you....

Physical attraction is not to be misunderstood with love...Physical love is just passion...and it cannot be taken for granted... coz people change..their interests change...To love is with the heart and all the rest will follow...

LOVE deals with FANTASY,LIFE IS REALITY...

People want partnes who wud make them feel secure...who they r comfortable with...at ease always...Its the feel free factor...Partners who do not dominate...allow them to be independent...mutually respect each others opinion n ideas...

Life is short n it is maybe just once we get to live it(I'm not sure I believe in re births)...So...its better to make the right choice n give no chance for regrets later...

N I'm sure for every Adam on earth, there's an Eve...For Every Krishna is born a Radha n A Laila for all Majnu's...to love eternally...till death and after...

I suppose it is the most discussed topic in the world n one that most number of ppl hav written bout...So,what exactly is Love???

Well,to love someone is to care....so much 4 him/her evn more than yourself...u find urself living 4 a person...livin to see him/her smile...to love someone is to live 4 them...

I believe that Love is divine...It is not that u can love only a person at a time...We all love many people but in different ways n wth different intensities...n once u love a person there is no sayin no to it...the love goes on...n on...till ur last breath...no matter whether u want it or not..

Love

Is

For

Ever

And love is also bout...

Never expectin anythin,

Never demandin anythin,

and Never being possesive...bcoz it always spoils things...as far as I know...

Sharing n caring 4 each other is what Love is truly about...

People will never understand you the way you want them to.

You shouldn’t expect much from others, even if its your dear ones.

Smiling from your heart is a difficult task, but when u do, it spreads.

Sometimes change is essential to make you more human.

Life may not always give you a choice.

Life sometimes gives you a second chance, but you may not be able to use it.

No matter how much time passes, some things never heal, sometimes it hurts more than you thought.

Never allow anyone to be too close that it hurts n d end......

People who will care for you during the hard times may be the ones whom you least expected.

The more you grow, the more you want to be a child.

Some of my best moments in my life were as a child.

I love myself more than anything now.

Life is more about doing the things you love than making compromises.

Someday I Knew......I WUd Juz Look Out Beneath........
Sumday I Knew......U Wud Feel D Way I Feel........
I M Lost In Tears But No One Is Around......
Nd If U Dnt Hold My Hands Now.......Baby I ll Drown.........
Now Seeing U Frm Distant.....Makes Me Feel Like Its Crashing Down......
I M Waiting For U To Turn Around......
Life Widout U Is Just Breathless.......
Life Widout U Is Death.....
Dont Leave Me....
My Heart ll SHatter In2 Pieces Now.........
I Never Wanna Be Without U......
But U ll Be In My Heart Sumhow.........
Emotions Crying.....
Love Is Dying......
Heart Is Broken In Pieces......
On D Way.....
I Look Away.....
I M Still Looking Out FOr U.......
Life Widout U Is Just Breathless.......
Life Widout U Is Death.....
Dont Leave Me....
My Heart ll SHatter In2 Pieces Now.........
I Never Wanna Be Without U......
But U ll Be In My Heart Sumhow.........
Nd I Hope......
Dat Once Again......
I ll Be In Ur Arms........

It's a weird weird life. when you expect so much, it gives you a little and when you sit down with zero hope, it provides more than you have wished for. Though I am just 17 yrs and not old enough to explain what to expect from this unexpected life. But there are few things I have learned that I would love to share...

-Lord Buddha said, 'We achieve peace through meditation' yet I have learned, the most beautiful and peace giving thing in the world is to watch a little child asleep....

-No matter how rich we become, we can never buy what really matters in life.

-There will always be someone in your life who annoys you no matter where you are and you will love it eventually and miss him when he is not there.

-Mostly it's better to shut up but sometimes it's necessary to argue.

-Though many people believe that you are what you wear but I have always learned- Do not judge a person according to his appearance.

-Well I am always in trouble because of honesty but I still believe honesty can solve any problem.

-May be we should never let go of our deepest desire. But I have learned- letting go is the only way to keep something or someone in life.

-It's good to be yourself and maintain your dignity. But I have learned - The word 'WE' always sounds better than the word 'I'.

-We will always come across many intolerable people but there's still a difference between being angry and being cruel.

-Never be close friends with your best friend's boyfriend. Her boyfriend might start liking you and that can create problems in relationships (examples better hidden :P).

-And finally - I am sure you all will agree on this one - Just do not expect your money back if you have lend it to a close friend... Friends will be friends :) lols :P