STILL TRYING TO STOP THE SHEDDIN TEAR
BUT JUSS CANT

TRYING HARD NOT TO CRY BUT CANT CONTROL
CAN NEVER GET U OUT F MY HEART

WILL NEVER GET U OUT OF MY HEART
HOW HARD ANY1 MAY TRY

U R MY FRND AND WILL ALWAYS BE ONE
AND THE SPECIAL ONE

I BET NO ONE CAN TAKE UR PLACE
JUSS HOPE UR SOUL MAY REST IN PEACE

JUSS WANT U TO BE HAPPY
THATS ALL!!!!!!!!!

Who are you,

Why are you in my life???

Why can't I get u out of my mind?????

All these type of question are in the mind of ppl who r in love

they all are pretty common

"Once bitten,twice shy and thrice no way u crazy"

Are the words told by them after they are done with it

Never understood the concept of it till date

At my class saw u, spoke to you but i never thought i would like you

Never mind no one would even care nor would u

Just a simple HI of yours

The decency u had

The serenity pulled me towards u

The vibes were so strong

That even i couldnt stop myself

Till now i was unaware of the fact

And now tht i know the fact, im confused

To tell u or not

think its better i don say

I've tried to tell u Good Bye.....One look from your eyes and the dumb thoughts say Good Bye

LAST:1. Last beverage = ice tea
2. Last phone call =Sonali
3. Last text message =ankit
4. Last song you listened = mar jaava(fashion)
5. Last time you cried = YesterdayHAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = No
7. Been cheated on = yea..by very close frnd
8. Kissed someone & regretted it =No..hvnt kissed ne1...
9. Lost someone special =Yea1
10. Been depressed = yesterday nli
11. Been drunk and threw up = I dont drink...
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. Hot Pink
14. Navy Blue
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made new friends = Yup
16. Fallen out of love = No
17. Laughed until you cried = Way too many times
18. Met someone who changed you =Yaa...my best frnd
19. Found out who your true friends were = yea!
20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yea
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list ...Noo..
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life= Mostly al
l23. How many kids do you want to have = Lol...i dunno
24. Do you have any pets = no I hate pets
25. Do you want to change your name = I Love My Name
26. What did you do for your last birthday =Got a bg surprise 4m my closest pals
27. What time did you wake up today = 10:00am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Hmm..spoke on d phone 4 a while n dn on facebook..:P
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for =Hmmmmm...Well thts a secret30. Last time you saw your Mother = Either shez arnd me or am arnd her...24/7
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = Nothing..My life's way too perfect
32. What are you listening to right now = mohabbat aap se(aa dekhen zara)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = Nope.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now =The fact tht its sunday n its way tooo boring
35. Most visited webpage = Facebook n my blog……
36. Whats your real name = Shruti Solanki
37. Nicknames = sweetheart,joker,baby etc….
38. Relationship Status = Single
39. Zodiac sign =libra
40. Male or female or transgendered= Female
41. Primary school = Duruelo Convent High School
42. High School =Same as abv43. College = MMK College of Commerce and Economics
44. Hair colour = Highlighted
45. Long or short = Short
46: Height = 5'6
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = hmmm..no
48: What do you like about yourself? = My height..lol
49. Piercings = 2 piercings on each ear
50. Tattoos = Naah
51. Righty or lefty = RightyFIRSTS :
52. First surgery = None as yet.
53. First piercing = Ears
54. First best friend = Sonali Aggarwal
55. First vacation= I don't remember. I was a Baby.
56. First crush= Sum1 whuz name starts wid A..(I wonder will he ever cum 2 knw abt it..)RIGHT NOW
59. Eating = Lays60. Drinking = Thums Up
61. I'm about to = tlk n d phne
62. Listening to -words
63. Waiting on = exams 2 gt overYOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = Yea
65. Get married? =yea
66. Careers in mind? =Well..quite a many..depends which suits me…
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = Both. Eyes wud be preferable.
68. Hugs or kisses =Hugs..
69. Shorter or taller = Taller7
1. Romantic or spontaneous = Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Again, Both!
73. Sensitive or loud = Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship =As on now none.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = none..lolHAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = Way..nooo
77. Drank hard liquor = No
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Way too many times
80. Broken someone's heart = no
81. Had your own heart broken = yes
82. Been arrested = No.
83. Turned someone down = Yup.
84. Cried when someone died = Yea
.85. Liked a friend that is a guy? =dnt noDO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = Always
87. Miracles = Yea
88. Love at first sight = Neh!
89. Heaven = Yes
90. Santa Clause = YES!
91. Kiss on the first date = Hell noo...nt had any date..lo
l92. Angels =Peace n love all aroundANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Is there one person you want to be with right now? = HMmm...well..actually i dunno..hvn all mixed feelings..nw thts pretty honest..:P
94. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? =No
95. Did you sing today? =no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = I wouldn't. Everything's Perfect
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = My Birthday
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = Yes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Yea.

When you need a shoulder to cry on,Remember that I have a warm embrace,Ready to offer comfort.
When you think I'm being too tough,Remember that which does not kill youMakes you stronger.
When you need a friend to listen,Remember that I am here for you,Always.
When you doubt me,Remember that I once knelt at your feet,Washing them in service to you.
When you lose faith in yourself,Remember that I never did,Nor ever will.

This poem is for you, my friends, the people i can tell my soul too Who can relate to me like no other Who I can laugh with to no xtentWith whom I can cry ...
Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have youll turned your back on me Or told me I wasnt good enough Or let me down I don't think you know what that means to me Youll have been through so much pain and you still ull have time For me.
And I love you for listening to me even when YOU are dying inside And I look up too you because you are strong, caring and beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I am always here To listen to you laugh and cry !
In all the ways that i can And I will try to be at least half the friend you are To me.
I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you. My best friends!!!<

Wat can i say,i lost you again... you made you decision and put us to an end.....
wat i dint except has come so fast..
i guess we were different, but i thought you wuld last..
Wat made me happy was to see u smile =) but now that your gone it takes me a while..
even though your not mine i still strive to see your face... gawd! this is hard to believe,all this feels so out of place...
And now to say i'm not sad.. well its all a big lie..
cause now wen ur happy i really wanna cry...
if you really wanna jus b friends its okay wit me..
But my love for you is true and its always gnne b u!

Life never leaves u empty..

it always replaces everythin u lost.....

if it asks u 2 put sumthin down..

its bcuz it wnt u 2 pyk up sumthin better !!!!!

She couldn't help but wonder if he was the right choice, but deep down she knew he was all she ever dream't of...But dreams are made of glass and who could have understood tht better than some1 who's loved and lost... Its never easy to accept the rejection its always a battle..a battle the heart fights with the soul..where the heart chooses to hold on and the soul chooses to be free..If dreams are meant to break then why does it hurt to see the dream tht din't even belong to u shatter. Why then is so hard to gather the peices..to see a new dream, to see the colors tht seemed to have faded away. holdin on wud destroy her world slowly and moving on wud end it now..wat should she do when both the options have a fatal end.he has moved on- shez still holdin onhe has found his soul mate- shez denying the fact tht hez not her soulmatehe is the center of her world- is she even a part of his world???They say what she felt wasn't love, then wat is love??do bells really ring?? wat if she felt them..was tht just her imagination?? she'd say over and over"If loving you was a crime then i'd plead guilty for the rest of my life.With u life was beautiful without u its a body without a soul..I know tht I can never love some 1 the way I loved u"..he gave her everything she ever wanted and destroyed it in frnt of her eyes. yet she shed no tear nor did she mourn she took her bruised heart back and locked her mind with his memories. She wanted to hate him ...she managed to free her soul but enslaved her heart ..They say time heals wounds but sometimes it intensifies it futher Her life become a narrow line between dreams and reality, it was hard to choose which side was more peacefulIf love can touch just one time, then is this time counted..??

AS I GO BK TO THE PAST THE FIRST THING
THAT STRIKES ME IS THIS LIL STORY ABT 2 PEOPLE
A GUY AND A GAL,
WERE BEST FRIENDZ
THEY TOOK EACH OTHER AS THEIR WORLD
WHEN THEY WERE KIDS
LIKE ABT (8-9YERS)
HANGED AROUND WITH EACH OTHER
PLAYED WITH EACH OTHER
ALWAYS REMAINED CAREFREE
BUT THEN AS THEY SLOWLY GREW UP
HE TURNED OUT TO BE A RASKIL
AND THE GIRL TURNED OUT TO BE
A BEAUTIFUL,ADORABLE PRINCESS
BUT THEIR FRIENDSHIP NEVER BROKE
AT A CERTAIN PT OF TIME SHE HAD TO FACE
SUMTHING WHICH SHE NEVER THOUGHT OF
THE GUY FELL IN LOVE WITH ANOTHER GAL
AND HE DID NOT EVEN BOTHER TALKING ABT IT
TO HIS BEST FRIEND.
SHE ALWAYS THOUGHT THT HE WAS OUT,
WITH HIS OTHER FRNDS.
SHE KEPT WAITING FOR HIM TILL HE WOULDNT CALL HER
SHE WOULDNT SLEEP TILL THEY SPOKE.
A DAY CAME WHEN HE DID NOT CALL HER
AND SHE SPENT A SLEEPLESS NIGHT WAITING
JUSS FOR ONE PHONE CAL
LAND THAT NIGHT CHANGED HER LIFE
SHE CAME TO KNOW THT HE WAS DATING SUM1
AND HE WAS AVOIDING HER COZ THE GIRL DID NOT LIKE HIS BEST FRND.
SHE(THE GF) WAS ALWAYS JEALOUS COZ SHE(THE GF) NEVER GOT IMPORTANCE
THE GUY WAS KICKED BY HIS GF IN A MONTHS TIME
AND HE CAME BK TO HIS BEST FRND AND APOLOGISED TO HER
AND THERE HE GOT ANOTHER KICK ON HIS ASS
AFTER FEW MONTHS
HE STARTED TALKING TO HER AGAIN CASUALLY
AND TILL THAT TIME THE PRINCESS WAS A LIL MATURED
HE HAD LAID A BET WITH HIS FRNDS OF ASKING HIS EX
BEST FRIEND OUT
SO HE DID IT COZ HE WANTED HIMSELF TO BE THE STUD OF THE GROUP
BUT SHE WAS MATURED ENUF TO UNDERSTAND THT IT WAS JUSS A
STUPID DUPID PRANK
THAT NITE SHE CRIED HER HEART OUT
AND FROM THAT DAY SHE STARTING HATING HIM FROM THE BOTTOM OF HER HEART
A DECISION TAKEN BY HER WAS THAT
SHE WOULD NEVER SEE HIS FACE EVER IN HER LIFE
BUT HER DESTINY DID NOT SUPPORT HER N ONCE AGAIN
HE APPEARED IN FRNT OF HER AND ENDLESS STORY BUT IT MEANS A LOT