Yeah yeah i know that we haven't stepped into 2010 and here i am making 2009 history already Anyways ,i am not goin to talk abt what happened in 2009 coz that wud be way too much to talk of in one single post. :D
But yes, this will be something like the highlights of a cricket match. 2009 was an eventful year coz it was full of events obviously! :D Ok, now enuff of pjs....lets talk abt some things that changed my life this year:

1-A few ppl who i came across changed my life for the better!! And i don't want to name them coz i don't want to miss any names. :) And besides the ppl who know me well wud know who they are.

2-Staying on my own and being happy. I realised that happiness cannot be brought abt by somebody else in your life. Its you who's responsible for your own happiness.

3-This one's for the ppl who are no more....yes they touched my life in their own special way. They made me realise that life is too short to worry/crib/hold grudges. So live it the way u want to coz u have just one life.

4-Last but not the least A couple of movies that left an impact on me. I know it sounds silly, how can one possibly learn from movies!? But i have, and everytime there's a movie that talks sense and has a message to it, i feel we need to learn from it. so here's my list..

Paa - Loved it for the one and only Amitabh Bachchan. He was awesome in all respects...and he as Auro made me realise that anything is possible.

Avatar - Need i say more....this movie amazed me and made me think of the extent to which a human being can imagine....

Love Aaj Kal - Altough i already know the importance of relationships in life, it made me realise that even if you have the best of everything in life, its incomplete without love.

3 Idiots - Yes, i watched it only yesterday and i had to mention this one coz this is one movie nobody shud miss. It has something for everybody, parents, kids, teens, u, me and everyone

So this will be the last post from me for this year, and i will see all of u in the year 2010. Wishng u a very happy nw yr guys....tc....

Never be proud nor depressed for
what you are and the position you hold in the society!
Remember, when the game of CHESS is over,
both the KING and the PAWNS go into the same box!
When you get little, you want more.
When you get more, you desire even more,
but when you lose, you realize a little was enough....

तड़पती हुई बेसहारा ,
अपनी ही साँसों में उलझी
मैं ही क्यूँ ?
शरीर पर कई हाथों को महसूस करती
उनकी हँसी में ,अपने आँसू पीती
चीख को सुनती ,
मैं ही क्यूँ ?
स्वयं से घृणा करती ,
हर ज़ख्म को बर्दाश्त करती,
फ़िर भी जिंदा ,
मैं ही क्यूँ?
न हमदर्दी,न दया,
न गलती,फ़िर भी सज़ा
यूँ लज्जित हुई
मैं ही क्यूँ?
घना अभी और भी है अँधेरा,
साया सच का और भी कारा,
पर इनका बोझ उठाती
मैं ही क्यूँ?
हर अंश को समेट
खड़ी हुई
फ़िर भी कचडे सी बिखरी
मैं ही क्यूँ?
सवाल भी मैं
जवाब भी मैं
फ़िर भी सवालों के जवाब देती
मैं ही क्यूँ ?
उनसे भी कोई पूछे
जिनकी हैवानियत का शिकार थी मैं
इज्ज़त खो कर भी यूँ,हर पल बेईज्ज़त होती
मैं ही क्यूँ?
छिनी मेरी हँसी ,आंखों की चमक
बस झुकी रहती हैं नज़रें मेरी
और उससे भी कहीं ज़्यादा झुकती
मैं ही क्यूँ?
अपनों ने मुझे गंदगी समझा
फ़िर पराया क्या समझता कोई
यूँ ही सड़ती रही
मैं ही क्यूँ?
किसी और के गुन्नाह को
इस भीड़ में
छुपाती फिरती
मैं ही क्यूँ?
ये समाज तमाशबीन ही है
जो खड़ा ताकता रहा
सच के लिए लड़ती रही अकेली
मैं ही क्यूँ?
**Dis poem is nt by me a frnd has sent it 2 me n so i liked it n thought of pstng it....**
Cheers..............

I was in kindergarden.my mom used to drop me to my school. Once I forgot to take my water bottle from her while entering the school (it was a round red bottle!),so she came back to give it to me. Morning assembly was going on and I was standing first in the line. From there I could see my mom waving my bottle at me from the gate. When I saw her, I ran to her took my bottle and came back. The principal and teachers stared at me in horror with a how-dare-you expression on their face. I smiled at them innocently and went back to my line.Oh! Such a cutie pie I was!..lolz
In my 1st std, one day our teacher asked us to bring our brush and toothpaste to school the next day. And the next day was fun! We spent a lot of time brushing and the teacher brushed with us!
In my 3rd std I only remember 3 things that happened in that school.>>We used to eat our Tiffin during the class!>>Once I had to say the pledge during morning assembly and I was nervous. I stopped mid-sentence and started crying!>>I lost my 1st bottle there. I have lost many more things..lol..
In my 4th std i remember it was sprts day n i hd tken prt n relay thng n i cme frst...lol...so gt a gld medal n a certificate...hehe i stil hv it...
In my 5th std I learnt the meaning of crush cz i hd ne..lol.....
In my 9th std, I learnt a game called foot-cricket. It was really fun!
In my 10th I completed my schooling . Those 3 years were the best years of my life so far. The actual growing up time and the real, true fun......
Having lunch under the staircase, breaking hearts,,punishments,impostitions,last bell,schoolbuses, morning prayer, farewells and much more….And then it was the end. Exit school and enter college......
Cheers!

Sum days r a battle,
a steep climb uphill;
& u think u wont make it
& neva will,BUT,
DONT GIVE UP!!!

Let me tell u
wht success is all bout,
it means hanging in there
& sticking it out,SO,
DONT GIVE UP!!!

Wen ur tired
& u cant go on,
& ur fuel is low
& ur hope is gone,
DONt GIVE UP!!!

Remember ur dreams
even wen they seem far,
cuz u neva knowj
ust how close u r,if u
DONT GIVE UP!!!

I js gt a thought today to write all the "Unsaid Things". In our life there would've been moments when we would've felt at our best without saying about how we feel and what we feel. That moment we feel like we have lived our entire life! Few such things strike me now..

When we know that we love
our spouse/partner/bf/gf so much
that we needn't tell every
possible moment that we love
him/her and they automatically
understand how much we love
them...
Love for our siblings... I fight
with my sister so much that I
keep my mouth shut evn for weeks together but can't stand
if something happens to her! I don't say "I love you sis" often even then
its one of the beautiful relationship : and one of the most
beautiful "Unsaid" feel isn't it?
Missing someone special yet feeling them near us everytime
Crush.. Yeah! Crush... it's not the feel something to be mocked at. Only the person who has crush on someone knows how it feels... This is one of the many unsaid things that gives the best feel :) and NO I don't have crush on anyone..
Silently admiring the beauty of the nature.. For instance, when we walk on the road carpeted with flowers it gives us immense pleasure that sometime we leave it "unsaid" as it adds more beauty to our already best feel ....
To conclude, "Silence" in itself is beautiful and gives us best feel :
Hope many of us have such "Unsaid Things" in our life.
Luv,
Shruti

I recall,when you said,you would never leave me.
You told me more,
so much more that when at times you whispered in my ears,
I felt heaven in my heart.
I remember when you said,you'll be here forever..

Then you left....
Without even saying that you're leaving.
You made many similar bonds like the one you shared with me...
I was hurt,
And it really won't be easy to forget yesterday
And i prayed that you would stay,for me
But then you're gone and so far away....

I was afraid,this time would comeI
wasn't prepared to face this kind of hurting from within.
I have learnt to leave my life beside you.
Maybe i'll just dream of you tonight
And if into my dreams you'd come once again
I'll just keep on dreaming till my heart aches ends....

Love, the epitome of passion,
Is the most wonderful of all creations…

The smile that it gifts, lingers by,
Its sorrows never leave the eyes dry…

In forgetting ourselves, we derive pleasure,
It’s the most valuable of all treasure…

It adds smile to our demeanor, adds fragrance to our world,
It fills the heart with joy immense…

Unambiguously, it’s the magic of devotion,
But don’t forget, magic can, at times, be “illusion”…

P.S.:this is how i perceivd love in class 9 coz i penned this one in my 9th standard...thot u all deserve 2 read it...it's not dat gud...aftr al, i was jus an amatuer den, .hope u lyk it...

Hi All,
As the candlelight flame,
Ur life may always be happiness' claim;
As the mountain high,
U move without sigh;
like the white linen flair,
Purity is always an affair;
As sunshine creates morning glory,
fragrance fills years as flory;
with the immaculate eternal smile,
attached to u mile after mile;
All darkness is far away,
As light is on its way;
Wishing each one of you a very happy and prosperous deepawali. May this year brings you lots and lots of happiness in life and fulfill all your dreams.

Here is something I have always believed in but could never put
into the right words! And then came across this poem,
which does absolute justice to my thoughts and it’s got to be here:-

The good you find in others, is in you too.
The faults you find in others are your faults as well.
After all, to recognize something you must know it.

The possibilities you see in others, are possible for you as well.
The beauty you see around you is your beauty.
The world around you is a reflection, a mirror showing you
the person you are.

To change your world, you must change yourself.
To blame and complain will only make matters worse.
Whatever you care about, is your responsibility.
What you see in others shows you yourself.

See the best in others, and you will be your best.
Give to others, and you give to yourself.
Appreciate beauty, and you will be beautiful.
Admire creativity, and you will be creative.

Love, and you will be loved.
Seek to understand, and you will be understood.
Listen, and your voice will be heard.
Teach, and you will learn...

har lamha gustakh sa tha
har pal kuch khaas sa tha
dil ne bhi tha na samjha
man mera uljha sa tha

har lamha kuch alhad sa tha
har pal kuch khaas sa tha
aankhon ne hi tha kiya ishara
baton se tha kuch na kahaan

har lamha kuch kum sa tha
har pal kuch zyada sa tha
ilm na, waqt kaise gujar chala
ilm na waqt kaise theher gaya

har lamha tha humara
har pal tha humara
khud the humare, yeh jaana
saath na koi, sirf humara jahaan.........

You turned my darkness into light;
You made everything all right.
You picked me up when I was down;
You turned my life around.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A blessing is what you are to me.

When I needed you the most, you were there;
Even if it seemed like you didn't care.
When I didn't think I could make it another day,
You chased all my doubts away.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A treasure is what you are to me.

The world is full of many people, it's true;
But there is only one of you.
You fill my heart with love;
You're a God-sent gift from above.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
An angel is what you are to me.

Lost and alone, I will no longer be;
Because you are here with me.
There is no reason to be sad;
You've taken away all the bad.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A gud friend is what you are to me!!

We all know what it's like to get "butterflies" when someone we are attracted to walks into a room, but how do we know when it's love and not simply an infatuation? Is it Crush? Infatuation? Love? Anyway, its definitely 'Mind Boggling or Mind Blowing' - yeah, One can Say:-)

Surfing through the Internet Highway or driving on the roads of life, you encounter many people who become your friends. Some friends are cool, some aloof, some near, some far. The real thing on the net friendship encounters friends in chat rooms, mails, messengers and all of a sudden, one feels that you know many friends. These friends tend to be so open with you and most of the teenagers feel the fun of flirting, some get infatuated and soon when once the message flow stops – everything Freezes! The friendship flops and vanishes into thin air! All that remains is memories and those sweet or bitter memories reminds of a human interaction, a longing to talk to someone, whoever you encounter on the roads of Internet. These roads lead one to heaven or hell, depending on what you believe in those relationships. Relationships in friendship do have its own charm and that friendship which lasts a life long is the ‘true friendship’ and rest is what you call ‘crush’ or ‘flirting’ or ‘infatuation’ or ‘acquaintances’ or ‘having wee bit of scoop in life’

When u feel sad nd betrayed.
Who cn u count on every single day?
When u feel Lost nd alne.
Who will be ther 4 u in evry way?

When u hv mde mistkes nd bad decision.
Who cn u count on 2 tel ur wrng?
When u feel U cnt go on.
Who will be ther will a feel beta sng?

LOOK in2 ur heart nd u will find.
Dat persn u cn trust isnt far awy.
Look deep in2 urself dnt giv up.
For if u do its urself ull betray..

When ur lookin 4 ans.
2 all ur questions nd dream.
Der is 1 persn u cn count on,
Its impossible i kno i seems.

Bt tke a few moments 2 look deeper inside..
Lok in2 ur heat nd der u will c..
Ul be surprised wen u find out..
That u hv been lookin at ME !!!!!

This topic is dedicated to LIFE…
We just live and forget that LIFE is not only breathing in and out LIFE is much beyond that…
I read somewhere Life is a festival celebrate it…
Life is a game play it until you win it…
Life is an endless dream…
Life is this, Life is that…
Whatever and however the Life is…
it’s an opportunity given to us by God just once…
so lets not waste it in anger, tensions, sorrows, hatred, jealousy, repents and so on…because… Life is beautiful…there could be nothing simpler than that
Life is noticing the subtle things…
the butterfly fluttering,the cuckoo singing, the raindrops falling, the flower blossoming,
Life is a rainbow that harnesses our dreams within the bounty of its colors…
Each second, each minute, each hour and each day is but a little life,to be cherished as the most precious thing.
Life is acknowledging the Supreme Being,
Life is the enthusiasm that envelops us all…
Life is being proud of our nation, its progress, its achievements,
Life is to be lived, to be enjoyed and to be laughed with,
Life is sharing of the sorrows, about finding pleasure in the pain,
Life is about love, thoughts, feelings, empathies…
A series of moments…that’s Life

Love is not always a broken heart, when you meet,
Two Hearts in Love will make your life so complete.
A sharing of a Rose, a kiss, a hug, your feelings will be,
Those true feelings of love, in life that you see.
All days shared, as father time enters ones heart,
Remembering all love shared from life's early start.
Even passing of loved ones and days that were sad,
Some ups and downs through life that you had.
That special bond of love, those days will pass by,
Sharing together in support when both you may cry.
Those loving memories you gathered through time,
Two hearts in Love, completes your life you will find.
By John E. Mingo Sr

A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the apple of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for work so he asked the wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. The mother, preoccupied in the kitchen, totally forgot the matter.The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle and, fascinated with its color, drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed, the mother hurried him to the hospital, where he died. The mother was stunned. She was terrified how to face her husband.When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just four words.What do you think were the four words?The husband just said "I Love You Darling"The husband's totally unexpected reaction is proactive behavior. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he have taken time to keep the bottle away, this will not have happened. Nopoint in attaching blame. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her.Sometimes we spend time asking who is responsible or who to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. We miss out some warmth in human relationship in giving each other support. After all, shouldn't forgiving someone we love be the easiest thing in the world to do? Treasure what you have. Don't multiply pain, anguish and suffering by holding on to forgiveness.If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world.Take off all your envies, jealousies, unwillingness to forgive, selfishness, and fears and you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.

As v grow up v realise...tht EVEN d person who isnt suppose 2 let us down probably WILL..v hav r hearts broken mayb more than once..nd its harder each time..!!!!!!!!!
V break hearts 2,so remembr how it felt..wen sum1 broke urs!!....
V fight with r best frnd n mayb even fall in luv wit them...
V blame our new love, FOR THINGS AN OLD ONE DID!!
v cry coz time is passing 2 fast nd v eventually lose sum1 close2 us!!............


SO TAKE TOO MANY PICTURES, LAUGH TOO MUCH, N LUV LIKE U'V NEVA BEEN HURT...COZ EVRY 60 SECONDS V SPEND ANGRY OR UPSET IS A MINUTE OF HAPPINESS U'LL NEVA GET BAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TO ALL MA FRNZ N LUVED ONES--- LUV U ALL.......!!
ND TO ALL THOSE PPL WHOM IV HURT INTENTIONALLY OR UNINTENTIONALLY-- SORRYYY!!

jahaan haar mein jeet hai,
aur jeet mein haar hai,
yehi toh pyar hai ,
bas yehi toh pyar hai.

pyar mein acha aur bura nahi hota,
pyar mein saahey aur galat nahi hota,
joo hota hai bas pyar hota hai,
aur pyar ke siwaai kuch nahi hota.

adhurey rishton sey kissi ko kabhi pyar nahi milta,
jhooth keyy sahare mein pyar kabhi kisiko nahi milta,
jo miltey adhurey rishton mein pyar ke mithass,
toh duniya mein pyar ke siwaai aur kuch nahi milta.

jab dard mein khushi hoo,
aur khushi mein aasooon,
inn aasoon key khushi mein joh pyar panapta hai,
iss pyar ko dard kaun pahuchaye,
jab iss pyar ka janam heyy dard mein hota hai.

pyar ko log aaj kitna nufrat kartey hain,
itna nafrat kartey hai key nafrat ko heey pyar kartey hain,
agar isshey tarah haar nafrat mein chupa hoo pyar,
toh log nafrat seyy kyun...pyar seyy kyun pyar nahi kartey hain?

kuch loog pyar sey darr teyy theey,
kuch loog pyar mein dartey hain,
yeh kaisa pyar jiskey darr mein jeetey hoo,
yeh kaisa pyar jisme darr key jeetey hoo,
kyunki pyar toh harr darr ka jawaab hota hai,
kyunki sirf pyar heyy toh harr darr seyy paare hota hai.

logg pyar mein matlaab dhundtey hain,
magar pyar toh bematlaab hota hai,
(kyunki)agar hota hai pyar mein matlab koi,
toh woh pyar nahi dhoka hota hai.

pyar toh harr rog ka illaz hota hai,
magar pyar sey bada kya rog hota hai ?
yeh kaisa rog hai jiska illaz heey nahi hota hai,
magar ek aisa rog jo harr rog ka illaz hota hai......

I lie on the ground,
and stare into space,
the stars start to move,
into the shape of your face.

I see you there now,
looking down at me,
with that cute little smile,
that I like to see.

You say "close your eyes",
"tell me what you see",
I see only two people,
just you and me.

We're walking the shoreline,
with our feet getting wet,
the horizon turns pink,
as the sun starts to set.

We make love through the night,
on that white sandy shore,
then I hold you while thinking,
I could want nothing more.

Oh I wish I could be,
in that one special place,
as I lie on the ground,
and I stare into space...

At a certain point
i loose my mind often
it's b'cause i get reminded of you,
your love, your eyes, your times
which used to be beauty of my life.


But these are no more on track
Now, these are just a means to escape
From this unpleasant world
where i fight for victory
by tracing the path of my dreams
i believe, i'll achieve it one day
And that day i'll 'ave 'everything except you'.

Look at my insane love,
After loving you so much i still gave you up.

You were contented in someone else's arms,
I satisfied myself by your retrospects.

Though i knew i'll be in distress,
I compromised with my happiness.

Now I'm hopeless and cheerless,
But still concerned 'bout your happiness.

Look at my insane love,
After loving you so much i still gave you up.

Life is beautiful,
but seems very awful


When pains are created,
and tears are shed


As love prevails over,
without the agreement of lover


This is called one-sided love,
which results in trough


Thus a mere looser walks,
as the whole life sucks


Without any senses working,
but with every step heart is crumbling.

One DaY YoU`LL Love Me, The WaY i Loved YoU.One DaY YoU`LL ThInK oF Me ThE WaY i ThOuGhT oF YoU.One DaY YoU`LL CrY FoR Me The WaY i CrIeD FoR YoU.One DaY YoU`LL WaNt Me.BuT i WoN`t WaNt YoU.





Life is nothing more than
a test, the hardest test
that anyone can ever
take. There is no studying
or knowing the next
question. Each question
gets harder, but we must
pass, we must push to the
limit, if even sometimes
on faith alone

We cannot beg someone
to stay if they want to
leave and be with
someone else. We have
to admit that love doesn't
give us the license to own
a person. This is what
love means...sacrifice

A failing love is like
desperately hanging on to
something precious; not
wanting to give up, but
your hands feel the pain.
And, when you finally let
go, you're free from any
pain, but your hands are
empty

Don't ever Give up if you
still want to Try, don't
ever Wipe your Tears if
you still want to Cry.
Don't ever settle for an
Answer if you still want to
Know. Don't ever say you
don't Love Him/Her if you
can't let Him/Her go

Time goes by,
life goes on, and
all I can think of
is why you're
gone

Made For Each Other



The world is to end one
day for you and me, but
our love will be there
forever

A ring is round, it turns forever
and that's how long we'll be
together

Tears



Days
continue to
pass, stars
continue to
shine. Why
do I have
tears in my
eyes today
when he
was NEVER mine?

Forever


I may not be the one
perfect grl in your life, But i will never be
out of your life.
It means 'Forever

Me And YoU



We are the perfect
couple, we're just not
in the perfect situation

This love and devotion brings tears to my eyes. How often is it felt? How often to people actually tell the one they love? Why do wait till it’s too late to let them know?

We are so afraid this day in age. We are afraid of the failure that comes with taking that leap of faith. It’s only when we feel safe that we let go and speak our true minds. That makes me sad. All that is lost by waiting, by never speaking our hearts.

Do those that speak it regret it? Why should they? They give love that chance and hope that it’s returned. They took that chance, that step. The one we fear t take. Those brave few can stand proud.

I’ve learned that there may not be a tomorrow to wait for. It will never come. Tomorrow turns into today and then yesterday. Waiting for that moment, that perfect time may never come.

So I say to you, make it the time. Give in to your heart. Sing out your love and take that step. The reward is beautiful either way. You can your head high knowing you’ve done what few have.

Trust me.

Take my heart- it's yours
Do with it as you please.
Break it if that's what you want
Burn it if that's what you need

Treasure it if that's what you desire
Hide it away, if that's what makes you happy
Lock it up, it'll always be there

Drop it in a puddle, the rain will wash it away,
Toss it in the gargbage, it'll rot away,
Love it with all you've got and I'll love you with all I've got

The lonely soul wanders
Alone in the walks of life
No other soul as his companion
The lonely soul wanders

Alone in the daybreak
He does his duties
In the walks of life
The lonely soul wanders

Alone in the life
He meets many other souls
Who comes to be
Unfit for the lonely soul
The lonely soul wanders

As the days pass by
The lonely soul became
More lonely, with no other
souls as his companion
The lonely soul wanders

Alone in the walks of life
The lonely soul decides
Not to die, but to face
Life in all its hardships
The lonely soul wanders

Sometimes when I'm alone
I Cry,
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had an ear to confide in,
I would cry among my treasured friend,
but who do you know that stops that long,
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
so painful and sad.
And sometimes...
I Cry
and no one cares about why.

WELL I DONT KNOW HOW TO START WITH IT
BUT I SOMEHOW HAVE TO

THOUGHT U WERE TRUST WORTHY,
BUT I WAS SOMEHOW WRONG,
PEOPLE TOLD ME TO STOP BELIEVING U,
BUT I NEVER UNDERSTOOD THEIR CONCEPT AND SUFFERED
U WERE THE ONE WHO BROKE MY TRUST,
THAT IT BECAME DIFFICULT FR ME TO TRUST ANY1,

I CONFRONTED U AND,
U HAD THE BLOODY GUTS TO DENY

U REALISED,
SAID SORRY,
AND I ALSO FORGAVE BUT NEVER FORGOT

TRIED TRUSTING U AGAIN
BUT COULD NEVER DO THAT

THEN U GOT AN ENTRY IN THE HEART OF MY FRIENDS
N THEY ALSO MANAGED TO TRUST U BLINDLY
AND IGNORED ME COZ I ALWAYS WARNED THEM,
AGAINST YOU, YOU AND ONLY YOU

U TOLD THEM CRAP ABT ME AND THEY BELIEVED
I WONDER HOW BLIND WERE THEY TO FALL IN YOUR TALKS
THEY IGNORED ME,
STOPPED TALKING TO ME,
NEVER DISCUSSED THEIR PROBLEMS WITH ME
HATED ME SO MUCH THAT
I THOUGHT THEY WOULD NEVER COME BACK
BUT THEY SOON REALISED THAT U WERE FLAUNTING ENUF
LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST THEY REALISED THAT
U KNEW HOW TO BUY FRIENDS AND NEVER UNDERSTAND THEM
THEY ALSO REALISED THAT U WERE NOT A GOOD ADVISOR
BUT STILL A KID TO ADVICE.

WELL THIS IS A REAL STORY BUT DONT ASK ME TO SPECIFY HIS/HER.....

jus read dis...its awesom!!

A student asks a teacher, "What is love?"

The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the wheat

field and choose the biggest wheat and come back.

But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back

to pick."

The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big wheat,

but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later.

Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is an even bigger

one waiting for him.

Later, when he finished more than half of the wheat field, he starts to

realise that the wheat is not as big as the previous one he saw, he

knew he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted.

So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand. The teacher

told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for better ones, but

when later you realise, you have already missed the person....

Today
before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

Before
you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before
you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

Today
before you complain about life - Think of someone who died too early on this earth.

Before
you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.

Before
you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before
whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when
you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had a job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us is without sin..

And when
depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around.
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its very hurting wen people actually do not value what dey hav....!!!

The things I never spoke about
Are the ones closest to home.
It’s hard to be myself
And harder around you.
But those thoughts and fears
Deep within, a part of me,
Still exist in their quiet depths
Wondering when they’ll be discovered
Cowering from the world
Protecting their beings,
Forgetting to surface,
To face the truth.
The harder things, the loneliness,
The discreet but real feelings
Reaching the brim but never pouring,
Screaming soundlessly,
Begging to be heard,
Lay there untouched, unknown.
The things I never spoke about
Are the ones closest to home.
It’s hard to be myself,
And harder around you.

Don't say you understand if you don't even care,
Don't say you'll be if you're never there

Don't say you love me if it's just a lie,
Don't break my heart and make me cry.

Don't give me hope if you're just gonna leave,
Don't tell me to have faith if you don't believe.

Don't make a promise you don't intend to keep,
Don't make me cry every night to fall asleep.

Don't hold my hand if you're planning to just let go,
Don't assume I'm fine, when you know the answer's no.

Don't say you'll give it all you've got,
Don't smile and say you're listening if you're not.

Don't pretend you care like you always do,
Because you know that there's a deeper truth.

While we were learning to speak,
mom understand everything we tried to say...
Today we say a lot and claim:-
"Mom, you dont understand!!!"

~.~I am not begging you to love me
I am not really even asking you
But isn't it alrightIf I cherish that hope in my heart
If I dream of just holding your hand
It will hurt me - not youI will try to keep my eyes from shiningwhen they see you
And I promiseI will try not to smile a special smilewhen you say Hello
But please
Don't ask me
NOT TO LOVE YOU...............

~.~~.~Across the gateway of my heart i wrote
"no thoroughfare"
but love came laughing by and said
"I enter everywhere"

~.~~.~Time goes by, life goes on, and all I can think of is why you're gone~.~~.~
Forget the times he walked by,
Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand,
Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your FRIEND

~.~~.~ Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You,
Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You,
Some Day You'll Need Me Like I Needed You,
Some Day You'll Love Me But I Won't Love You~.~

You are my best friend,
My very best friend,
You make me happy,
Everyday,
You share your great joys,
You share your best toys,
So please don't take
My best friend away.


My Best Friend
Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt.
She understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.

Not once did she interrupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through,
And promised she'd stay long

I reached out to this friend
To show her that i care
To pull her close and let her know
How much I need her there

I went to hold her hand
To pull her a bit nearer
And realized that this perfect friend I found
Was nothing but my mirror.
Lolzzzzz!

STILL TRYING TO STOP THE SHEDDIN TEAR
BUT JUSS CANT

TRYING HARD NOT TO CRY BUT CANT CONTROL
CAN NEVER GET U OUT F MY HEART

WILL NEVER GET U OUT OF MY HEART
HOW HARD ANY1 MAY TRY

U R MY FRND AND WILL ALWAYS BE ONE
AND THE SPECIAL ONE

I BET NO ONE CAN TAKE UR PLACE
JUSS HOPE UR SOUL MAY REST IN PEACE

JUSS WANT U TO BE HAPPY
THATS ALL!!!!!!!!!

Who are you,

Why are you in my life???

Why can't I get u out of my mind?????

All these type of question are in the mind of ppl who r in love

they all are pretty common

"Once bitten,twice shy and thrice no way u crazy"

Are the words told by them after they are done with it

Never understood the concept of it till date

At my class saw u, spoke to you but i never thought i would like you

Never mind no one would even care nor would u

Just a simple HI of yours

The decency u had

The serenity pulled me towards u

The vibes were so strong

That even i couldnt stop myself

Till now i was unaware of the fact

And now tht i know the fact, im confused

To tell u or not

think its better i don say

I've tried to tell u Good Bye.....One look from your eyes and the dumb thoughts say Good Bye

LAST:1. Last beverage = ice tea
2. Last phone call =Sonali
3. Last text message =ankit
4. Last song you listened = mar jaava(fashion)
5. Last time you cried = YesterdayHAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = No
7. Been cheated on = yea..by very close frnd
8. Kissed someone & regretted it =No..hvnt kissed ne1...
9. Lost someone special =Yea1
10. Been depressed = yesterday nli
11. Been drunk and threw up = I dont drink...
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. Hot Pink
14. Navy Blue
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made new friends = Yup
16. Fallen out of love = No
17. Laughed until you cried = Way too many times
18. Met someone who changed you =Yaa...my best frnd
19. Found out who your true friends were = yea!
20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yea
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list ...Noo..
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life= Mostly al
l23. How many kids do you want to have = Lol...i dunno
24. Do you have any pets = no I hate pets
25. Do you want to change your name = I Love My Name
26. What did you do for your last birthday =Got a bg surprise 4m my closest pals
27. What time did you wake up today = 10:00am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Hmm..spoke on d phone 4 a while n dn on facebook..:P
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for =Hmmmmm...Well thts a secret30. Last time you saw your Mother = Either shez arnd me or am arnd her...24/7
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = Nothing..My life's way too perfect
32. What are you listening to right now = mohabbat aap se(aa dekhen zara)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = Nope.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now =The fact tht its sunday n its way tooo boring
35. Most visited webpage = Facebook n my blog……
36. Whats your real name = Shruti Solanki
37. Nicknames = sweetheart,joker,baby etc….
38. Relationship Status = Single
39. Zodiac sign =libra
40. Male or female or transgendered= Female
41. Primary school = Duruelo Convent High School
42. High School =Same as abv43. College = MMK College of Commerce and Economics
44. Hair colour = Highlighted
45. Long or short = Short
46: Height = 5'6
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = hmmm..no
48: What do you like about yourself? = My height..lol
49. Piercings = 2 piercings on each ear
50. Tattoos = Naah
51. Righty or lefty = RightyFIRSTS :
52. First surgery = None as yet.
53. First piercing = Ears
54. First best friend = Sonali Aggarwal
55. First vacation= I don't remember. I was a Baby.
56. First crush= Sum1 whuz name starts wid A..(I wonder will he ever cum 2 knw abt it..)RIGHT NOW
59. Eating = Lays60. Drinking = Thums Up
61. I'm about to = tlk n d phne
62. Listening to -words
63. Waiting on = exams 2 gt overYOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = Yea
65. Get married? =yea
66. Careers in mind? =Well..quite a many..depends which suits me…
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = Both. Eyes wud be preferable.
68. Hugs or kisses =Hugs..
69. Shorter or taller = Taller7
1. Romantic or spontaneous = Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Again, Both!
73. Sensitive or loud = Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship =As on now none.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = none..lolHAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = Way..nooo
77. Drank hard liquor = No
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Way too many times
80. Broken someone's heart = no
81. Had your own heart broken = yes
82. Been arrested = No.
83. Turned someone down = Yup.
84. Cried when someone died = Yea
.85. Liked a friend that is a guy? =dnt noDO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = Always
87. Miracles = Yea
88. Love at first sight = Neh!
89. Heaven = Yes
90. Santa Clause = YES!
91. Kiss on the first date = Hell noo...nt had any date..lo
l92. Angels =Peace n love all aroundANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Is there one person you want to be with right now? = HMmm...well..actually i dunno..hvn all mixed feelings..nw thts pretty honest..:P
94. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? =No
95. Did you sing today? =no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = I wouldn't. Everything's Perfect
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = My Birthday
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = Yes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Yea.

When you need a shoulder to cry on,Remember that I have a warm embrace,Ready to offer comfort.
When you think I'm being too tough,Remember that which does not kill youMakes you stronger.
When you need a friend to listen,Remember that I am here for you,Always.
When you doubt me,Remember that I once knelt at your feet,Washing them in service to you.
When you lose faith in yourself,Remember that I never did,Nor ever will.

This poem is for you, my friends, the people i can tell my soul too Who can relate to me like no other Who I can laugh with to no xtentWith whom I can cry ...
Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have youll turned your back on me Or told me I wasnt good enough Or let me down I don't think you know what that means to me Youll have been through so much pain and you still ull have time For me.
And I love you for listening to me even when YOU are dying inside And I look up too you because you are strong, caring and beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I am always here To listen to you laugh and cry !
In all the ways that i can And I will try to be at least half the friend you are To me.
I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you. My best friends!!!<

Wat can i say,i lost you again... you made you decision and put us to an end.....
wat i dint except has come so fast..
i guess we were different, but i thought you wuld last..
Wat made me happy was to see u smile =) but now that your gone it takes me a while..
even though your not mine i still strive to see your face... gawd! this is hard to believe,all this feels so out of place...
And now to say i'm not sad.. well its all a big lie..
cause now wen ur happy i really wanna cry...
if you really wanna jus b friends its okay wit me..
But my love for you is true and its always gnne b u!

Life never leaves u empty..

it always replaces everythin u lost.....

if it asks u 2 put sumthin down..

its bcuz it wnt u 2 pyk up sumthin better !!!!!

She couldn't help but wonder if he was the right choice, but deep down she knew he was all she ever dream't of...But dreams are made of glass and who could have understood tht better than some1 who's loved and lost... Its never easy to accept the rejection its always a battle..a battle the heart fights with the soul..where the heart chooses to hold on and the soul chooses to be free..If dreams are meant to break then why does it hurt to see the dream tht din't even belong to u shatter. Why then is so hard to gather the peices..to see a new dream, to see the colors tht seemed to have faded away. holdin on wud destroy her world slowly and moving on wud end it now..wat should she do when both the options have a fatal end.he has moved on- shez still holdin onhe has found his soul mate- shez denying the fact tht hez not her soulmatehe is the center of her world- is she even a part of his world???They say what she felt wasn't love, then wat is love??do bells really ring?? wat if she felt them..was tht just her imagination?? she'd say over and over"If loving you was a crime then i'd plead guilty for the rest of my life.With u life was beautiful without u its a body without a soul..I know tht I can never love some 1 the way I loved u"..he gave her everything she ever wanted and destroyed it in frnt of her eyes. yet she shed no tear nor did she mourn she took her bruised heart back and locked her mind with his memories. She wanted to hate him ...she managed to free her soul but enslaved her heart ..They say time heals wounds but sometimes it intensifies it futher Her life become a narrow line between dreams and reality, it was hard to choose which side was more peacefulIf love can touch just one time, then is this time counted..??

AS I GO BK TO THE PAST THE FIRST THING
THAT STRIKES ME IS THIS LIL STORY ABT 2 PEOPLE
A GUY AND A GAL,
WERE BEST FRIENDZ
THEY TOOK EACH OTHER AS THEIR WORLD
WHEN THEY WERE KIDS
LIKE ABT (8-9YERS)
HANGED AROUND WITH EACH OTHER
PLAYED WITH EACH OTHER
ALWAYS REMAINED CAREFREE
BUT THEN AS THEY SLOWLY GREW UP
HE TURNED OUT TO BE A RASKIL
AND THE GIRL TURNED OUT TO BE
A BEAUTIFUL,ADORABLE PRINCESS
BUT THEIR FRIENDSHIP NEVER BROKE
AT A CERTAIN PT OF TIME SHE HAD TO FACE
SUMTHING WHICH SHE NEVER THOUGHT OF
THE GUY FELL IN LOVE WITH ANOTHER GAL
AND HE DID NOT EVEN BOTHER TALKING ABT IT
TO HIS BEST FRIEND.
SHE ALWAYS THOUGHT THT HE WAS OUT,
WITH HIS OTHER FRNDS.
SHE KEPT WAITING FOR HIM TILL HE WOULDNT CALL HER
SHE WOULDNT SLEEP TILL THEY SPOKE.
A DAY CAME WHEN HE DID NOT CALL HER
AND SHE SPENT A SLEEPLESS NIGHT WAITING
JUSS FOR ONE PHONE CAL
LAND THAT NIGHT CHANGED HER LIFE
SHE CAME TO KNOW THT HE WAS DATING SUM1
AND HE WAS AVOIDING HER COZ THE GIRL DID NOT LIKE HIS BEST FRND.
SHE(THE GF) WAS ALWAYS JEALOUS COZ SHE(THE GF) NEVER GOT IMPORTANCE
THE GUY WAS KICKED BY HIS GF IN A MONTHS TIME
AND HE CAME BK TO HIS BEST FRND AND APOLOGISED TO HER
AND THERE HE GOT ANOTHER KICK ON HIS ASS
AFTER FEW MONTHS
HE STARTED TALKING TO HER AGAIN CASUALLY
AND TILL THAT TIME THE PRINCESS WAS A LIL MATURED
HE HAD LAID A BET WITH HIS FRNDS OF ASKING HIS EX
BEST FRIEND OUT
SO HE DID IT COZ HE WANTED HIMSELF TO BE THE STUD OF THE GROUP
BUT SHE WAS MATURED ENUF TO UNDERSTAND THT IT WAS JUSS A
STUPID DUPID PRANK
THAT NITE SHE CRIED HER HEART OUT
AND FROM THAT DAY SHE STARTING HATING HIM FROM THE BOTTOM OF HER HEART
A DECISION TAKEN BY HER WAS THAT
SHE WOULD NEVER SEE HIS FACE EVER IN HER LIFE
BUT HER DESTINY DID NOT SUPPORT HER N ONCE AGAIN
HE APPEARED IN FRNT OF HER AND ENDLESS STORY BUT IT MEANS A LOT