तड़पती हुई बेसहारा ,
अपनी ही साँसों में उलझी
मैं ही क्यूँ ?
शरीर पर कई हाथों को महसूस करती
उनकी हँसी में ,अपने आँसू पीती
चीख को सुनती ,
मैं ही क्यूँ ?
स्वयं से घृणा करती ,
हर ज़ख्म को बर्दाश्त करती,
फ़िर भी जिंदा ,
मैं ही क्यूँ?
न हमदर्दी,न दया,
न गलती,फ़िर भी सज़ा
यूँ लज्जित हुई
मैं ही क्यूँ?
घना अभी और भी है अँधेरा,
साया सच का और भी कारा,
पर इनका बोझ उठाती
मैं ही क्यूँ?
हर अंश को समेट
खड़ी हुई
फ़िर भी कचडे सी बिखरी
मैं ही क्यूँ?
सवाल भी मैं
जवाब भी मैं
फ़िर भी सवालों के जवाब देती
मैं ही क्यूँ ?
उनसे भी कोई पूछे
जिनकी हैवानियत का शिकार थी मैं
इज्ज़त खो कर भी यूँ,हर पल बेईज्ज़त होती
मैं ही क्यूँ?
छिनी मेरी हँसी ,आंखों की चमक
बस झुकी रहती हैं नज़रें मेरी
और उससे भी कहीं ज़्यादा झुकती
मैं ही क्यूँ?
अपनों ने मुझे गंदगी समझा
फ़िर पराया क्या समझता कोई
यूँ ही सड़ती रही
मैं ही क्यूँ?
किसी और के गुन्नाह को
इस भीड़ में
छुपाती फिरती
मैं ही क्यूँ?
ये समाज तमाशबीन ही है
जो खड़ा ताकता रहा
सच के लिए लड़ती रही अकेली
मैं ही क्यूँ?
**Dis poem is nt by me a frnd has sent it 2 me n so i liked it n thought of pstng it....**
Cheers..............

I was in kindergarden.my mom used to drop me to my school. Once I forgot to take my water bottle from her while entering the school (it was a round red bottle!),so she came back to give it to me. Morning assembly was going on and I was standing first in the line. From there I could see my mom waving my bottle at me from the gate. When I saw her, I ran to her took my bottle and came back. The principal and teachers stared at me in horror with a how-dare-you expression on their face. I smiled at them innocently and went back to my line.Oh! Such a cutie pie I was!..lolz
In my 1st std, one day our teacher asked us to bring our brush and toothpaste to school the next day. And the next day was fun! We spent a lot of time brushing and the teacher brushed with us!
In my 3rd std I only remember 3 things that happened in that school.>>We used to eat our Tiffin during the class!>>Once I had to say the pledge during morning assembly and I was nervous. I stopped mid-sentence and started crying!>>I lost my 1st bottle there. I have lost many more things..lol..
In my 4th std i remember it was sprts day n i hd tken prt n relay thng n i cme frst...lol...so gt a gld medal n a certificate...hehe i stil hv it...
In my 5th std I learnt the meaning of crush cz i hd ne..lol.....
In my 9th std, I learnt a game called foot-cricket. It was really fun!
In my 10th I completed my schooling . Those 3 years were the best years of my life so far. The actual growing up time and the real, true fun......
Having lunch under the staircase, breaking hearts,,punishments,impostitions,last bell,schoolbuses, morning prayer, farewells and much more….And then it was the end. Exit school and enter college......
Cheers!

Sum days r a battle,
a steep climb uphill;
& u think u wont make it
& neva will,BUT,
DONT GIVE UP!!!

Let me tell u
wht success is all bout,
it means hanging in there
& sticking it out,SO,
DONT GIVE UP!!!

Wen ur tired
& u cant go on,
& ur fuel is low
& ur hope is gone,
DONt GIVE UP!!!

Remember ur dreams
even wen they seem far,
cuz u neva knowj
ust how close u r,if u
DONT GIVE UP!!!

I js gt a thought today to write all the "Unsaid Things". In our life there would've been moments when we would've felt at our best without saying about how we feel and what we feel. That moment we feel like we have lived our entire life! Few such things strike me now..

When we know that we love
our spouse/partner/bf/gf so much
that we needn't tell every
possible moment that we love
him/her and they automatically
understand how much we love
them...
Love for our siblings... I fight
with my sister so much that I
keep my mouth shut evn for weeks together but can't stand
if something happens to her! I don't say "I love you sis" often even then
its one of the beautiful relationship : and one of the most
beautiful "Unsaid" feel isn't it?
Missing someone special yet feeling them near us everytime
Crush.. Yeah! Crush... it's not the feel something to be mocked at. Only the person who has crush on someone knows how it feels... This is one of the many unsaid things that gives the best feel :) and NO I don't have crush on anyone..
Silently admiring the beauty of the nature.. For instance, when we walk on the road carpeted with flowers it gives us immense pleasure that sometime we leave it "unsaid" as it adds more beauty to our already best feel ....
To conclude, "Silence" in itself is beautiful and gives us best feel :
Hope many of us have such "Unsaid Things" in our life.
Luv,
Shruti

I recall,when you said,you would never leave me.
You told me more,
so much more that when at times you whispered in my ears,
I felt heaven in my heart.
I remember when you said,you'll be here forever..

Then you left....
Without even saying that you're leaving.
You made many similar bonds like the one you shared with me...
I was hurt,
And it really won't be easy to forget yesterday
And i prayed that you would stay,for me
But then you're gone and so far away....

I was afraid,this time would comeI
wasn't prepared to face this kind of hurting from within.
I have learnt to leave my life beside you.
Maybe i'll just dream of you tonight
And if into my dreams you'd come once again
I'll just keep on dreaming till my heart aches ends....

Love, the epitome of passion,
Is the most wonderful of all creations…

The smile that it gifts, lingers by,
Its sorrows never leave the eyes dry…

In forgetting ourselves, we derive pleasure,
It’s the most valuable of all treasure…

It adds smile to our demeanor, adds fragrance to our world,
It fills the heart with joy immense…

Unambiguously, it’s the magic of devotion,
But don’t forget, magic can, at times, be “illusion”…

P.S.:this is how i perceivd love in class 9 coz i penned this one in my 9th standard...thot u all deserve 2 read it...it's not dat gud...aftr al, i was jus an amatuer den, .hope u lyk it...

Hi All,
As the candlelight flame,
Ur life may always be happiness' claim;
As the mountain high,
U move without sigh;
like the white linen flair,
Purity is always an affair;
As sunshine creates morning glory,
fragrance fills years as flory;
with the immaculate eternal smile,
attached to u mile after mile;
All darkness is far away,
As light is on its way;
Wishing each one of you a very happy and prosperous deepawali. May this year brings you lots and lots of happiness in life and fulfill all your dreams.