Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are gone?

Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they know there is not enough?

What is the speed of darkness?

Why is it that people say they 'slept like a baby' when babies wake up every two hours?

If the temperature is zero outside today and it's going to be twice as cold tomorrow, how cold will it be?

Do married people live longer than single ones or does it only seem longer?

Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground?

Why do toasters always have a setting so high that could burn the toast to a horrible crisp, which no decent human being would eat?

Why is there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer?

Why does your Obstetrician, Gynaecologist leave the room when you get undressed if they are going to look up there anyway?

If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests?

If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from vegetables, then what is baby oil made from?

If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?

Does pushing the elevator button more than once make it arrive any faster?

This last week was nothing short of terrible, it had only been a couple of days... i hd high fever..:(. What followed was 102 degrees of temperature for 5 days coupled with lots of weakness & an awful appetite. Let's just say that i hated to eat anything in this past one week! Mom had a tough time dealing with me, and it felt as if i had gone back to childhood. Her daily activities included goading me to eat on time, reminding me to take my medicines on time and staying awake through nights coz of the high temperature.

Anyways, it feels wonderful to be back to my own self again! Although i am still weak and on the slow road to recovery, it feels good to know that at least my fever has gone. This illness has also made me realize how badly am i going to miss my mom once i get married.

P.S. A special thanks to all my wonderful friends who kept checking about my health every now and then. Love you guys to bits!!

[ Okay... Now this is a desperate attempt... coz its been a couple of months since I last posted... I had to do sumthin... scribbled sumthin... n here it is... It might sound very similar to the last post.. I m sorry.. Squeezed in everythin I hav to write this... got nothin more to say... ]


To listen to you..
call out my name once again….
And answer with a nod…
As I always do…


To look into your eyes…
and see you smile…
when I tell u
What you mean to me


To have your arms around me…
Tellin me everythings fine…
And to hug you tight…
feeling your warmth…


To talk to you…
All through the night…
And to wake up…
Knowing I have you…


To walk with you…
On those rainy days…
And catch those drops…
Splattering around us…


To walk about...
Holding hands…
And watch the waves...
Sitting on the sands...


To fight with you…
Hold back tears..
And sit and sob…
Till you get back..


Watch u sleep
In the middle of the night…
And wake u up
Jus to say I love you…


I wish and hope and pray…
For you to come my way…
And brighten up my life
Like you did that day…

I ll wait…
Till time grows old…
For I know…
You ll be back someday…

Somewhere there lie...

Pieces of broken me.

Gather I cannot

But stare at them.

Each is a memory - a part.

A beautiful one.

Desired,cherished,fulfilled.

Yonder lay the heart-

Empty,lone,aloof.

No reflections, no names scribbled.

Just a void.

A grotesque wound.

A frame without a picture.

A drop of tear,

And some petals dry...

Have you ever bothered to realize
how much you mean to me?
I care so much for you inside
and miss you so deeply.

I sometimes sit for hours
Just to hear from you
And when you never come on
I’m unsure what to do

I lay awake in bed sometimes
With you stuck in my head
Sometimes I question your love for me
Or that your with someone else instead

Sometimes I walk at night
Just to gaze at a lonely star
Sometimes I fall to tears
Because you are so far

And every now and then
When I do speak to you
I always get worried
Incase you say we’re threw

And do you ever wonder
Just what I’m doing to
And do you know
Just how much I think of you

Because if tomorrow doesn’t come
And I haven’t spoke to you
How will you ever know?
Just how much I love you

I am tired.. tired of being alone.. tired of running off myself, my loneliness is killing for sure.. I am tired of pretending I am strong.. The truth being I am week inside, I am tired of only giving , I am tired of expecting nothing, I am tired of not crying....
I desperately need a change n Ill have to do it for myself...